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I Did Not Choose

I Did Not Choose

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I Did Not Choose

2017

0h 15m

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I Did Not Choose is a documentary movie about a lesbian person living in Turkey. She lives with her family, friends and makes them accept her queer existence.

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Directed by: Mehmetcan İncedal
Produced by: Mehmetcan İncedal

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