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I'm Not Everything I Want to Be

I'm Not Everything I Want to Be

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I'm Not Everything I Want to Be

"The story of the photographer Libuše Jarcovjáková"

2024

1h 31m

8.0(3 votes)

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After the Soviet invasion of Czechoslovakia in 1968, Libuše Jarcovjáková, a young female photographer, strives to break free from the constraints of Czechoslovak normalization and embarks on a wild journey towards freedom, capturing her experiences on thousands of subjective photographs.

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