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Always Amber

Always Amber

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Always Amber

2020

1h 16m

3.3(3 votes)

Documentary

Overview

Amber belongs to a queer generation which no longer wants society to dictate their identity. The teenagers proudly inhabit a spectrum of fluid identities and master their first loves and losses.

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3 featured cast members

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Amber Mastracci

Alma Mastracci

Luciano Mastracci

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Directed by: Hannah Reinikainen
Lia Hietala
Produced by: Göran Olsson
Melissa Lindgren

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