My Reality

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My Reality

2014

0h 14m

3.0(2 votes)

Drama

Overview

A young man named Xavi reflects on his ex-boyfriend named Alex, who still remains in his heart, even though he is no longer there.

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Starring

Xavi Mañé

David Marin

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Directed by: Carlos Ocho

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