I, Apostate

I, Apostate

I, Apostate

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I, Apostate

2018

1h 2m

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Overview

A fantasia of post-indoctrination, immigration, and iconography. A pageant of wanderers and searchers: Mormon missionaries, a pioneer, polygamists, scouts, hunters, church-goers, and an aspiring prophet walk and walk and walk. A pilgrimage of memory, history, ancestry, and place.

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8 featured cast members

Starring

Paul Harrold

Joseph Smith

Brad MacDonald

Boy Scout Leader

Leigh Moss

Polygamist Woman 1

Christian Sullivan

Deer Hunter 2

Duane Sullivan

Deer Hunter 1

Megan Thompson

Polygamist Woman 2

Micah Thompson

Polygamist Man

Pamela Vail

Pioneer

Creative team

Directed by: Jeremy Moss
Produced by: Jeremy Moss

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