She Held Me Close And Whispered "Kill Me"

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She Held Me Close And Whispered "Kill Me"

"A depressing film about depression and film"

2017

2h 29m

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Overview

A depressed filmmaker takes on a new project that might help him break into the mainstream or drive him further into despair and reclusivity.

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3 featured cast members

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Valerie Yawien

Kellianne Hamburg

Stephie Ulm

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Directed by: Scout Tafoya

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