To Live, To Die, To Live Again

To Live, To Die, To Live Again

To Live, To Die, To Live Again

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To Live, To Die, To Live Again

2024

1h 49m

6.8(28 votes)

Drama

Overview

Emma loves Sammy, who loves Cyril, who loves her back. What could have been a love story at the end of the last century is blown apart by the arrival of AIDS. Expecting the worst, each character's destiny takes an unexpected turn.

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ARTE France Cinéma

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Cast & crew

10 featured cast members

Starring

Victor Belmondo

Victor Belmondo

Cyril

Lou Lampros

Lou Lampros

Emma

Théo Christine

Théo Christine

Sammy

Elli Medeiros

Elli Medeiros

Albane

Sophie Guillemin

Sophie Guillemin

Myriam

Stéphane Rideau

Stéphane Rideau

Daniel

Amanda Lear

Amanda Lear

Leolia

Noah Deric

Noah Deric

Jérémie

Hélyos Johnson

Nathan (4 ans)

Jonathan Hounwanou-Kakon

Nathan (8 ans)

Creative team

Directed by: Gaël Morel
Written by: Gaël Morel
Gilles Taurand
Produced by: Michèle Pétin
Laurent Pétin

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